Strong reactions

Q: Why do you always have strong emotional reactions when you are hurt physically, even when it’s really just tiny little things?

A: It is painful for me because it reminds me of the history of me trapped in silence. It was impossible for me to tell you what was going on. I didn’t have a way to tell you what happened to me, what hurt me, and how I felt. I was so lonely in my prison of silence. I didn’t have a voice. 


But I am smart, I am strong, I will be strong, I will be tough, I will grow out of this.

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