Strong reactions

Q: Why do you always have strong emotional reactions when you are hurt physically, even when it’s really just tiny little things?

It is painful for me because it reminds me of the history of me trapped in silence. It was impossible for me to tell you what was going on. I didn’t have a way to tell you what happened to me, what hurt me, and how I felt. I was so lonely in my prison of silence. I didn’t have a voice. 


But I am smart, I am strong, I will be strong, I will be tough, I will grow out of this.

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