Relive my childhood

Q: Why are we seeing more emotional outbursts from you recently?

A: I think it’s because I can now show my emotions. And it is new to me. I don’t know how much is too much. 


In the past, I hid my emotions because it was impossible for me to communicate. I hid my emotions so you didn’t have to guess what was going on. I couldn’t point to you. I couldn’t tell you what happened. So I hid my emotions. 


I want to be like a kid who’s hurt. I want to just cry and yell. I want to be spoiled, like a baby because I didn’t have that in the past. I want to relive my childhood.

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