Misunderstood

Years ago, I was not able to communicate. I often messed up and upset my parents. Sometimes they would accuse me for things I was not responsible for, which made me very sad. I couldn't explain myself, nor could I tell them what actually happened. It's so sad. But what options did I have but to say sorry and hope they move on? It's so unfair! I am so happy that now I can communicate and let them know what happened. I no longer need to suck it up.

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